
I have spent a fair amount so far putting my flowers in this year. They look lovely, well a little beaten up because of the hail, but they will look lovely. I don't want to feed them to the deer. So I got some liquid fence. It is suppose to keep deer, rabbit and anything else that eats plants away. Well I have to tell you. Nothing will go by those plants. That stuff stinks. Zoey was in the house and started barking her head off. It smells similar to a skunk or some other musk type animal. I don't think the deer will eat them, but I don't think the butterfly's, bee's or anything else will go close either. I had to shut my windows from the front of the house. Phew. What a smell. But..... it is better today. Oh, and don't get it on you. It is hard to get off and at the doc's I kept getting whiffs of it from probably my shoes.
My appointment went as expected. I wonder how different it would be if this wasn't a work comp injury. You do get treated differently. The underlying current is your just faking. Doesn't matter that I haven't missed any work. Doesn't matter that I am the most honest person I know. Doesn't matter that it Did indeed happen at work. Doesn't matter if the MRI and Xray's prove it. They will drag their heels forever treating you. I wish it hadn't happened but I really truly wish if it had to happen it wouldn't have happened at work. I will never know for sure, but people I have talked to that have had this injury have been treated alot more aggressively then if you did it WC. It has been over 5 months.
He did let me start lifting more. 5 whole pounds. I worry how long they will let me go like this at work. It's not like I want surgery. But if the tear ribs completely it is a big surgery. It takes forever to recover from. Would fixing it now save me months of recovery and my job?
They will do everything possible to keep you from having surgery. They have to pay you if you have surgery. So instead they will opt to inject steroids that over time can destroy your cartiledge rather then do a repair. Would the treatment be the same if I had hurt myself at home. I have a feeling it would be.
This is simular to how our insurance is going to be. If your a certain age and without supplemental insurance your not going to get treated for certain conditions. They are already setting it up in some offices by adding the computer programs needed. Yes it makes sense to have supplimental insurance when your on medicare, but many won't be able to afford it. It is pricey. So many won't get treated. As our President said, seniors will have to learn to live with their conditions. Bad knees, bad hips, bad kidneys, or bad hearts. Just too expensive to treat you anymore. Once people have served their usefullness they will be discarded. Put on the icefloat so to speak. For the good of the people.
The thing is as a nurse I see many things I think are ridiculous. We do dialysis on many patients who have so many things wrong with them and their body is trying to do the natural thing, shut down. Heart surgeries on patients in their late 80's that maybe medical treatment makes more sense. We buy people a few months at a huge cost of money. The end result will be the same. And, I am certain there will be many things I will refuse to have done to me. There comes a time to us all when we have to call it good and enter the next phase. Shorter for some then for others but always it is there at the end.
But new knee's or new hips. By all means, its painful and life disrupting. Fix it by all means. Quality of life should be as good as we can get it. Pain free is everyones right. So far.
Gee, you didn't think this was going to turn into a rave did you. I did't either. Just rambling once again before I go out and tackle that wicker planter. I still haven't finished it. 3 cans of spray paint and it still needs more and then I have to seal it. It had better look great by the time I am done. Then I have to get more flowers. Rick will be so thrilled.
Well, guess this is all for now.